Losing the Battle

Note: This article is a rewritten version of the script from a video titled "Losing the Battle". The original video was created by a YouTuber discussing the tragic loss of a friend and colleague.

When I started this channel seven years ago, it took me about a month to put together every new video. However, even back then, I couldn't produce videos fast enough to keep up with the YouTube algorithm. The more things change, the more they stay the same.

The biggest hurdle at the time was research and writing, but what took the most time was editing. I had no idea what I was doing and was using a basic video editor that came with my laptop, which had very limited functionality and frequently crashed. I had to painstakingly edit frame by frame and pixel by pixel to achieve the desired effects. I was not very good nor fast at it.

Realizing that I needed to produce more videos faster to help the channel grow, I invited two fellow creators, Gaijin Goomba and Raniani Edwards, to join me. Together, we formed The Game Theorists. Ronnie, also known as Raniani Edwards, became our go-to editor, and his talent and skills in animation and illustration brought the channel to a whole new level.

Sadly, on July 4th, Ronnie was found dead, a victim of suicide. It devastated us when we found out two days later. Ronnie had been struggling with demons he carried from his childhood, and although he had made progress in overcoming them, it was a constant battle.

Ronnie was a complex person, with a personality that could be an acquired taste. He had a sharp wit but also had difficulties navigating social situations. His wit sometimes came across as offensive or off-putting to those who didn't understand him. Despite this, his true self was caring, passionate, and talented.

Ronnie's goal as an artist was to be recognized and influential. He achieved that goal, as his work on The Game Theorists had a lasting impact on the internet as a whole. Many others have been inspired by his style and animations.

It is important for us to remember that we are never alone. Mental health struggles are more common than we think, and it is crucial to reach out and talk about our thoughts and emotions. The Theorist community is a supportive and caring place, and there are numerous resources available for those in need.

In honor of Ronnie's memory, we will be organizing live streams dedicated to suicide prevention charities. We encourage everyone to live life to the fullest and to engage in open and honest conversations with one another.

Rest in peace, Ronnie. We will miss you.

Keywords

Tragic loss, Suicide, Mental health, Artist, Impact, Support, Community, Live streams, Suicide prevention charities

FAQ

Q: What was Ronnie's role on The Game Theorists channel? A: Ronnie, also known as Raniani Edwards, was the go-to editor for The Game Theorists channel. His talent and skills in animation and illustration brought a new level of sophistication to the channel's content.

Q: How did Ronnie's passing impact the YouTube community? A: Ronnie's work on The Game Theorists had a significant impact on the internet at large. Many creators were inspired by his style and animations, which led to the development of similar content across various channels.

Q: How can we support those struggling with mental health issues? A: It is important to create a supportive environment where people can feel comfortable talking about their thoughts and emotions. Additionally, there are resources available such as suicide hotlines, websites, and therapists that can provide professional assistance.